Early wishes

So here are the early wishing to all of you.

Just in case in the event, i'm not able to greet on time.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

May your year full of blasts and happiness!
Best wishes, YSL! .

Chengdu

Aha! 

As mentioned earlier, i'll be away for 8weeks to a student exchange programme at China.

So no facebook, no twitter, no own bed, no own pillows, no hometown food etcetcetc.

For the first time going overseas alone with new friends, staying in dorm and with strangers, going trips backpack trips, etcetcetc.

AWWWWW!
Extremely looking forward!

Special thanks to papa mama who have been extremely supportive e.g. spending more than 10k for the whole thing, until they insomnia for weeks over worrying me; Aunt Samm who made me a lil cute bag (iloveitdamnmuchieeee!); Cindy my cousie & g'ma who borrowed me sweaters, cardigans and winter clothings; g'pa, g'ma, popo, gu-ma, kao-fu&wife who given me 'shun fung' angpao, my 'sei-dong(s)' who supported and love me!

THANKS A LOT!
I'm TOUCHED! :'( 

Btw, I'm not sure whether blogger is accessible at China,

get me at Skype and MSN!

Peeps,

never miss me that much, don't make me homesick and wanna call back.

Let me experience everything on my own!

♥

Hello home!

My blog is like being ditched for nearly two months. Lol

There're a lot a lot a lot of things happened within this period.

Unable to elaborate them one by one, even some i dah lupa. :p

And the most important and significant one is, SPM is today OFFICIALLY OVER!

YAY! But hahaha, mine is already finished last week.

No more school stuffs bothering for at least some period of time.

Uhm today!

I just love it to the max.

The pre-departure orientation was unexpectedly great and awesome.

And the main point is, i got answers for my ????????s !
Ofcourse, interacted with the few mates who're going to China together.

Hmmp. Anyway, it had just made my day.

:D

不经不觉五年中学生涯即将来到尽头

走到今日

即使对某某人某某事某某物多么憎恨

多么满腹怨气

其实都已不再重要

现在不是来计较的时间

谈得来的叫朋友

谈不来的，意见不和的，背叛你的，

算了吧

重要的是

好好珍惜剩下的时间

忍一时风平浪静

初中一

很幸运的被派到去天才班- 1p7

真的，天才济济

平平凡凡，

认识了修慧，苑绮，晓惠...朋友

Class Party 时

我们都玩得很尽情

不断拍下各种古灵精怪的照片

天天真真地度过了一年

由于年终考试不理想

(其实是他们太厉害我太懒惰而已)

被降班到 2p5

我还记得分班的那一天

个个哭得满脸是泪

被降班的我们瞧不起他们

不过一天一天过去

大家开始有说有笑

这一年，我们都没有认真读书

上学不是玩就是闹

还不时被罚

因为太吵

这一年年尾，挫折重重

好难过

来到了中三

全新的开始

没有人被调走亦没有新同学

不过，骑呢怪就当了咱们班主任

全班的座位被调得乱七八糟

就算了

还规则多多又不能乱缺课

当时的我们实在即不爽又愤怒不已

怒!!!

不过，相处下来老师的人都蛮好

只是偶尔，骑呢一点咯

我记得拿中三评估成绩的那一天

他问了我一句：Why is your result so bad?

我当时呆了，5A3B- bad? 

我实在满意

管她酱多

中四 - 高中一

这一年是个转折点

选择了理科

班上的朋友 365 度变化

不过大部分大概 75% 还是自己人

我还记得第一次见面时候

一张张陌生的脸孔

该怎么相处到最后

当时的感觉就是这样

大家看起来很合不来

不过一个月一个月的过去

我们都融洽了起来

欺负老师啦，上课睡觉啦，不交功课等

还给老师添来各种投诉

我们班真的时不时都轰动整间办公室

这一年，食堂日的出现

虽然困难重重，

主意一个接一个的被 ban 掉

我们亦一一克服掉

大家都很积极地去筹备这一天

准备当儿还突如其来了一个奇特主意

还上报了呢

我们都兴奋不已

让我们的友谊变得更深

中五 - 高中二

中学生涯的最后一年

即将应付大马文凭考试

大家都对学业特别认真了

这一年

同学与同学间，咱们与老师间

发生了大大小小的纷争

那时的我们同一盆散沙没两样

我们的班主任亦被我们搞得摸不着头脑

庆幸的是，卢秋燕老师很明白我们

也因为这件事

我同朋友沉默了三个月

对不起

因为这样

我接触了新朋友

接触了许多各种各样的学生

看透了许多事物

同时

他与她们我跌到低洼的山谷去

伤痕累累

不过真的让我成长了许多

想通了很多事情

回想过去

我也不懂我怎么站起来

家人不知道

什么都不知道

只是朋友，他们把我扶了上来

这一年，我的确变成了另外一个人

毕业在即

剩下在校的时间不多了

屈指可数

依依不舍的感觉

越来越靠近越来越沉重

今年以后

同侪们，我们即将各奔东西

不能再像以往那样天天嬉哈

还有一群还在校的姐妹，我不舍得你们

毕生难忘的一晚

。。。毕业晚会。。。

我还记得第一次见面时候

一张张陌生的脸孔

该怎么相处到最后

不知不觉我们渐渐都长大了

过程虽然有些辛苦

但至少刻苦铭心过

当世界突然变得寂寞

你是否会想起我

我会给你一丝笑容

让你世界充满希望

我们手牵手

别再躲在回忆的背后

挥挥手，勇敢一步一步向前走

就算我们会被伤得很重

不要忘记朋友一直在左右

我们手牵手

一起走过两年的尽头

挥挥手，明天为自己的未来加油

就算未来的路不好走

不要忘记还有我们这一群好友

Graduation night

This coming friday would be our graduation night dyy.
Such a very looking forward event.
A night to be remember for life.

Ten years of compulsory education is about to end.
Feeling unwilling to leave, the school, teachers there and fellow friends!
Sudden feeling that i don't wanna grow up!
How much memories I had in the school!
The first day of standard one until the last day of form5!
10x365(+/-) = 3650days!

Theme song of the night-手牵手, composed by JoeAnn!
My tears were about to drop while i sing and some flashbacks.  

17/1/2000 - 31/12/2010
1D 2D 2D 4D 5D 6D 1p7 2p5 3p5 4s9 5s9 ♥

Thanks MichelleLee, CambryNg, Claudia, TsuPing Voon, YunnYng Yeap, LiYean Loke, FuTing Chuah, Jolin Cheong, Jae, HuiYi Tan and HueyWen Looi ! 

Loves!

她今天垮了

Random

Woke up late and parents were already out.
Butterflies are in my stomach.
And they're not back yet.

So i texted mom,
Me: Makan kat mane?
Mom: Belum makan lagi mau pigi oldtown kopi lah mane lagi
Me: Apa pasai belum lagi. I lapar sangat.
Mom: Lu ada pasai bikin lah
Me: Apa lu ni.
...

People says: Why do you talk to your mom like talking to your friends?
LOL. IDK? Our style?

LOL?

I logged in facebook.

And saw two of you.

I was like: WTH? OMG! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

...Burst out laughing...

o.O

Am ways much better than you! LOL! 

Street rat, hello!

Typical bitch.
Yes, you're.

:)

Alright. 

It's already the fact.

Over means over.

Calm down everybody. 

See them in another 4 years time.

The only thing we can do.

:D

Germany 4-0 Argentina

WTF!?

Argentina comes after Brazil!

WAN YE MEH!

1st July.

6 weeks to trial.

OFFLINE!

~!@#$%^&*

Maybe?

两个可能彼此相爱、喜欢的人， 

但是，又不属于友情、爱情、亲情中的任何一种， 

彼此不能成为男女朋友，只能做个特别的朋友…… 

也许是为了朋友之间的义气，不能归属。 

也许是为了顾及家人的意见，不能归位。 

也许是为了自己的前程，不能承诺。 

也许是相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。 

也许是相遇太晚，彼此身边已经有了另一个人。 

也许是回头太迟，对方已不再等待。 

也许彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线…… 

不过即使没在一起， 

彼此仍能找到塌实的感觉， 

仍然会保持不隶属任何一种感情的关系。 

但是彼此心底清楚， 

对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。 

因为有了彼此，心里总是被幸福塞的满满的…… 

即使不能彼此名正言顺的牵着手逛街， 

还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。 

彼此有喜欢的人，口头上会说不吃醋， 

心里却会觉得胃疼…… 

对方遇到困难时， 

会尽全力伸出援助之手， 

不会计较谁又欠了谁。 

对方生病了， 

会缴尽脑汁找药方， 

恨不得变成护士，陪伴在身旁…… 

每个人这辈子， 

心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友， 

很矛盾的行为。 

一开始可能不甘心只做朋友的， 

但久了，突然发现这样最好。 

宁愿这样关心对方的心情， 

总好过彼此生活在一起受伤害…… 

做不成男女朋友， 

当个特别的朋友， 

有什么不好呢？ 

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢 

很多的感情， 

都败在了现实的面前…… 

友情可以演变成为爱情， 

爱情最终进化成为亲情， 

彼此就将友情直接进步到亲情…… 

人生不过百年…… 

能牵手的时候，请别只是肩并肩， 

能拥抱的时候，请别只是手牵手， 

能在一起的时候，请别轻易分开， 

能成为红颜知己，请别刻意离开！ 

珍惜彼此之间塌实的感觉

我知道是我性格的问题

有起事来

没有一个特定的人在身边

真的会特别无奈

我还接受不到

你给我的承诺

我没有忘记

却换来公升的眼泪

没有尽头的痛苦

我再也忍受不了那种痛

面对不了也承受不了

没有你来电的日子

我可以克服到

:D

I succeeded in my interview! WOOHOO!

Worth me starving for the whole day!

LapanJunDuaPuluhSepuluh

It's one of a date that might make a very important mark in my life.

An interview.

No relax yet! 

Hmmph!

Errr...

Okay la.

I am just as ordinary as other girls do.

Not that perfect, special like how you think.

Single is all i want now.

01.06.2009 :'(

I will write everything out

Headache.

GO OFFLINE.

GO EXAM.

WILL BE BACK.

SEE ME AT JUNE.

DO MISS ME.

STAY TUNE!

MIGHT UPDATE ANYTIME :)

LOVE

Essence to keep me awake

Made by mom with lotsa love.

JENG!

It's raining outside and there i notice both of you, pity.

Buffaloes!

 Buffaloes oh buffaloes.

I saw you crossing the road.

Yesterday

Born.Leave.Die.Bye

Yesterday after school.
I was waiting outside the canteen waiting and crapping with friends.
Pn.Liau passed by on her way home, she smiled and waved to me.
I am so kind of salute to her, sacrificing so much extra as a mom.
At that time, i feel relief and glad to see her smile again.
Pretty mom. :)

Though a wide smile signifying i am alright,
A text telling me everybody are fine,
Nobody knows what actually sinked in the bottom of her heart.
BUT i know, the incident happened two months ago,
is sucha great lost to everybody,
and the society and community.
It wouldn't fade that easily,
Tears will dry as time pass but memories don't.
Memories is always alive,
depends on whether you want to dig it out or not.

We couldn't avoid any unwanted stuff (i.e.: RIP) happen to us.
Unless the stone born you and you don't have friends.
We have to be tough enough to accept the fact and face it bravely.
We have to get ready ourself for things we've predicted.

I tend to imagine how's the after-world.
Kinda curious with it.
Is there any 18floors hel?,
And if you've done something wrong,
 pulling your tongue and cooking you in the hot oil wok,
 will be your punishment after all?

The world is changing very second.
And, things WE THINK it's serious, is actually very minor.
Widen your view, broaden your mind and minimize yourself.

Move on, people. -LeiTan.

I wish, i am blind.

I wish, i left this world.

I wish, i don't know anything.

I wish, i could pretend as nothing.

I wish, i could do the following above, but.

You're a bitch.

Heartbroken

< /3
i missed out alot of precious moment.
Really alot.

Esok

Mom signed me up for a brain boost seminar tmr.
I just got to know it and feel like, WTF!
Anyway, for my good only.
I will attend, by hook or by cook.
9am to 5pm! ~!@#$%^&*
You say, HELL mou?!
My whole day got eaten up by it!
Sigh.
Hopefully, the seminar could help me on my studies
and NOT WASTED MY TIME!
Seminar oh seminar, don't disappoint me yea.
After that,
i nak go for haircut!
trim my over grown hair! <3

I pergi buat revision now.
Exam is approaching.

I met LeiTan,Tony,  HuiYiKhong, Khong's, Fish, ZhenYan, ZhenYan's, ChooiLeng today.

:)

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz

吃醋是因为喜欢，

生气时因为在乎，

发呆是因为想念，

伤心是因为不想失去

如果我们把太多快乐寄托在别人身上，

真地会很失望

我想你

Heartache

I lost my bettyboop watch somewhere someday after school last week.

I think it was last Thursday.

And i only learn about it the next day.

I remember that day, i was holding it playing with it

after school outside the school canteen.

but it gone missing after that.

i don't know where i dropped it.

On the road? On the bus? On the where?

Impossible at my neighbourhood.

Sigh.

my aunt and uncle bought this for me back from US

as my birthday gift bout two three years ago.

And i love the watch very much.

Two watches they bought back for me,

two also i love them much,

one is couple of years ago, one is few years back

two also gone missing.

The first one i left it at school swimming pool bench, and somebody took it!

Don't ever let me know who had taken my watch away!

You akan kena PAHALA BERAT, for not returning it back to me!

MY NAME IS WRITTEN AT THE BACK OF THE WATCH!

Why everything i love gone at the same time? :'(

NO EYES SEE

我们的爱 差异一直存在 会不来

Privatize or not?

Today.
I am tired.
Not willing to walk even a single step.
:)

...

If i had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you i see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But i never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much i love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much i love you
The world may change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

FED UP WITH U

T|R|A|N|S|F|O|M|R|E|D

ONE!

TWO!

THREE!

SARCASTIC!

The ever best gift

This is the ever best gift i've given to you,
i think.
Your Christmas gift. A very surprise one.