Sunday, January 15, 2012

Dedicated to you

Dear boy, you're going back tmr
Other than complicated, nothing best suits
I don't know what to react when i see your tears, i feel the same too,
but i have to hold mine back.
Somehow, there're things that i really can't let you know,
esp like the issue that you brought up this afternoon.
It's all because of i know we both are facing it and i can't let you feel bad further more.
Let me handle it on my own, trust my ability.
First and foremost, i would like to thank you.
Thank you for giving me such a great month
Without giving me hope, turning everything into happiness
Fulfilling my wishes without hesitating, tolerance, understanding, forgiving, loving and trust that you've given to me.
I admit, i'm not a perfect girlf, i've alot of shortcomings which is that many until can't list'em out.
Idk what so great bout myself that made you fall for me whereas i'm nothing more than a common girl
I seldom social, seldom club, or should have conclude as b.o.r.i.n.g at most of the time
This is also why, somehow i feel pressuring being your girlf
Frankly, somehow i feel some left out from your life.
Whenever you ask me to go together to see your friends, i feel so glad, but physically restricted me.
Tiredness kills. During holidays, it's definitely a yes-yes.
But when i say yes, you'll afraid that your big bunch of friends scare me away. LOL?
*scratch head*

Suddenly we came into each other's life, suddenly we're so far away
Appearing in my dream almost every night, wide grin on my face receiving your text esp in the morning morning, day and night

Whenever you hug me like a baby, i feel so safe and protected.
Never been so comfy before in my entire 18years.

2012, i know it'll be very tough for me
I feel somewhat lost in direction, I'm afraid to lose you.
Can please promise me, no matter how far apart we are, have faith in our love alright?


Sayang, i'll miss your hugs and kisses, your smell, your face your voice your smile, everything of yours
Promise me, please take good care of yourself, watch your diet,
i'm so worry bout you back there where you can hardly get healthy food
Don't worry bout me, mommy will look after me




YSLLOVESYOU

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Life ?

Life? Nope, looks like lifeless more.
Brain is blank, feeling like it's working 24/7 non-stop
Just couldn't stop
I'm tired, totally off mood
Everything are piling up,
one comes after another,
 huhu
I have time but no energy to complete them
I can focus but not think steadily
I wanted to talk so badly, but don't know what to say
Feeling so pissed with people and things
Never ask me anything nonsensical and make me repeat things
You'll totally get annoyed hearing my impatient tone
Thankyou my dear blog, 
allowing me to heart talk with you
 Love, IMY 
Sorry for couldn't be with you 
Am not in the mood yet
I'll do my best

YSL, add oil ! 
Chinese New Year is approaching, your holiday is here very soon !