Monday, February 27, 2012

:/

It doesnt makes sense.
Not at all.
Oh yea, give up really came to my mind.
And i was about to make the decision, by tonight perhaps.
Give up get nothing, hold on get onto a roller coaster.
Force myself, trouble myself.
I seriously can't take it.
I shall just let go perhaps.
Is it my fault?
Is it really my fault?
Am i wrong?
Am i really wrong?
How many times i need to repeat when i'm down just leave me aside FIRST?
I forced myself to 'serve' your call, just because of not making you feel bad,
but now seems getting everything into a mess?
Again is wrong to tell how i feel?
Offended to let you know that your words hurt?
I wanted to explain that your misunderstood my meaning to you
but you thought that i wanted to start a fight with you.
Lack of communication or understanding
Ahh whatever
Whenever i see your impatient tone in the text, i persuade myself hardly oh he's not, it's text no voice, dont judge.
So are you really not?
Honestly frankly seriously, i feel like i don't fit to be yours.
Again, the confidence built up and now it got whacked down.
Nice one :/
You deserve a better one, not me.
I'm just way too narrow minded, 'small gas', troublesome...
Whatever you named it, yes it is.
I'm not a good one. Prime factor, i don't save money wisely, in your opinion.
And a girl who dont save wisely, will affect your savings, so don't pick me :/

Oh YSL, what do you want now?
Don't you have a clear picture of it?
No idea at all. BLANK !
Okay let me tell you what.
I am really now at the junction of to go or not to go
In sense of studies and also relationship.
Suicide best? HA.HA.HA. Stupidity
You're blaming yourself again, or it is really your fault?
Is it wrong to tell your partner how you feel?
Is it wrong that you disturbed him emotionally when he's screwed with his work?
Wrong timing, is a no doubt btw

First time, first guy, driving me insomnia, at night even nap.
Just couldn't get my mind out of it whether it's up or down.
Send a love to your friends, not even once to me.
Great one, who cares it's to a boy or a girl.
Haha. I don't see my actual importance as being YOURS.
I AM JEALOUS !
So not proud of your girlf, until whenever she feels like tagging you in any post,
she has to think twice first.
Whenever she has problem with you need a listener, still she gotta think twice first.
It ended up keeping to herself each time, just to maintain your image.
LOL. You know all these? I don't think so.
What so great bout you? I couldn't answer this anymore now.
3months old is approaching, how is it gonna be?
I dare not imagine.
Oh 10days, how are we going to survive?
LOL Idc, i must will get it over.
Or it just gone half way like that?

Btw, i couldn't find the ad anymore bout our vacation. Sorry

Alright, final decision, let go and forget.
Couldn't afford to care so much anymore.
...Walk away